Thursday 12 April 2007

Day 23

Ladies - thank you SO much for your words of encouragement. The main reason I've not been posting is because they've barred all the blogging sites at work and my broadband at home has been playing up!

Anyway...I gained one pound in my off days but I'm back on the programme now and trying to stay good as well as sane. I hope you're all doing well fellow LLers.

Karen x

Sunday 1 April 2007

Day 12 - there's no hope for me

What a crap weekend I've had! I might have to face the fact that I'm going to fail on this diet. Today I went to the cinema with Dean. We walked straight by the refreshments bit and I thought 'yes, my first film without nachos and popcord'. What happened when we got in the VIP booth? Free popcorn. I couldn't resist it, no matter what I kept telling myself. It's like my mind goes and I HAVE TO HAVE SOME. I feel rubbish.

Then I get home and make mischa some macaroni cheese. I put the leftovers (it was in a microwave dish) in a plastic bag to put in the bin. When she's eating, I go back to the bag and scoop some out with a spoon. I disgust myself, I really do.

Not a great day for me :-(